Monday, June 25, 2012

Seeing The Beauty In Everything

For the past few months I've been preparing for an art show that I'm going to have at Un Mundo. I do watercolor paintings of things found in nature. I decided that, since my show is going to be right by the farmers market , I would like to get some things at the market to paint.  So after the farmers market opened, I started going down on Saturday mornings. One morning I was talking to a friend that has a farm stand there, and told her I was looking for something to paint.  She was telling me some of the things she thought would be nice subjects to paint...a small ear of popping corn, a head of lettuce with water drops on it, etc.  and she said "Oh, but you're the artist...an artist sees beauty in everything!"  I thought for a minute, and said, "Well, I try to"... That evening Desi spoke at the well. She talked about the people she saw as she walked home from the farmers market that day, and how she loves people, and to see what's in  their hearts. Someone made a comment about us needing to truely "see" eachother (not just with our eyes). "Oh", I thought. That's what I do with my art!"... But, then I thought, "do I do that with people?"

The following week I was looking into getting business cards.  I decided to look  in a thesarus for words describing my work . I looked up the word observe, which means" to see, notice". Some of the synonyms are " to behold, contemplate, espy, perceive, scrutinize". "Espy" was a new word to me, so I looked it up.  It means to "catch sight of". Some of the synonyms are "discover, find, glimpse". I decided to wait on getting the cards, but  all the while I was thinking,  "An artist sees the beauty in everything..." and "...Do I do that with people?"

My bio for my show says,"...She is drawn to the intricate beauty of simple objects that are often overlooked." My subjects are feathers, leaves, shells, flowers,vegetables, etc. I look so closely at them, that I find it overwhelming at times. I've had people ask me if I've ever considered doing a painting of a bird. Are you kidding!! A whole bird?!! I see so much detail in a single feather!

When I do a painting, it is a process. Watercolor painting takes careful thought and preparation.  You can't just paint over a mistake.  It takes forethought and patience.This is heightened even more for me because of the type of paintings I do. I have to control the paint, and the amount of water I use.  Sometimes I have to work quickly in a specific area. ...use a sponge, change brushes, etc.

These are the steps I go through when I do a painting:
1. Find a quiet place to work with good lighting.
2. Pick subject matter.
3. Figure out placement of the subject and direction of lighting.
4. Pick out paper and brushes of various sizes, paper towel and watercolor sponge.
5. Make  light sketch of subject, being careful to note areas of shading, etc.
6. Select and mix colors. 
7. Lightly put down the first layer of color.
8. After it dries, put down the second layer, beginning to define various colors and shading.
9. Continue adding as many layers as needed in order to bring about the desired likeness, giving it time to dry between layers.
10. Add the  fine details...textures, whisps,etc., usually using fine-tipped brushes.
11. Apply shadow under the object.
12. Make one last inspection, and add any final  touches needed...definition of lines, shading, etc.
13. Put my signature on it.
Sometimes I start over, if I'm not happy with the results.




How did I learn to do this? I Didn't just sit down one day and decide to paint.
I went to School for it. This involved taking the requirements for an art major, which involved many aspects and types of art...Pottery, Sculpture, Drawing, Art History,etc. At first I didn't have an area of expertise, but eventually  I narrowed it down to what I enjoyed the most and what I was good at, which was drawing and watercolor painting. Later I also added paper making.

My drawing and painting classes were 3 hours long , and involved hours and hours of practice, both in class and out of class. We had an assignment due once a week, which  entailed a critique in front of the whole class. After five years I graduated with a degree in Art. Even though I spent all of that time learning technique, I hadn't developed my own style.

It wasn't until years later that I discovered my personal style, then I spent long hours practicing and perfecting it.After a while it became natural to me. I still have to plan it and think it through, but it has become a part of me. I'm not just following steps, I am also trying to convey a message, which is to stop and take a closer look. I've discovered that it is a form of worship for me. I was made to do this! I do it because it's part of who I am.  When I show my art to someone, I am taking a risk and being vulnerable. I've gotten to be very careful about it. I've found that my hard work or even my style is not always appreciated. "Oh... thanks".... Having no idea of the work it took, or the intent behind it.

We can be that way with eachother...not taking into account the process we've each gone through.
The people, experiences,events, etc, in our lives are like brush strokes which bring form and distinction to each one of us.

Ephesians 2: 10 in the Amplified says,
"For we are God's [own] handiwork (His workmanship), recreated in Christ Jesus,[born anew] that we may do those good works which God predestined (planned beforehand ) for us [taking paths which he prepared ahead of time],that we should walk in them [living the good life which He prearranged and made readily for us to live]."

And 1 Peter 5 :10 in the Amplified says,
"And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace [Who imparts all blessing and favor], who has called you to His [own] eternal glory in Christ Jesus, will Himself complete and make you what you ought to be, establish and ground you securely, and strengthen and settle you."


He is committed to each one of us, and cares about every detail of our lives.
Let's be patient with ourselves and eachother as the Lord makes us what we ought to be.
May we appreciate and respect the care that has gone into each one of us, and behold (espy) the beauty of the Lord in simple, everyday people.



                                                 - Maureen Level





Monday, June 18, 2012

Covenant Relationship

I feel like everything I’ve been going through lately, and everything I’ve been learning, has been connected to the idea of covenant relationship: of reaching a point where you make a commitment to honor someone else regardless of the circumstances, or the possible outcome. Eventually you have to make a choice to trust someone, and ultimately to trust God, with your heart. You have to be willing to expose yourself without control over the result and trust that you will be ok. Friendships and relationships get into the nitty gritty, ugly and annoying parts of people. When that happens it reveals the choice you’ve made in the relationship: either you have committed to the person and that ugly junk won’t have any power to alter how you relate to each other; or, the junk is going to slowly erode whatever good there was. Covenant relationship means that the result ceases to matter. You may not know where things are going, or how they will end, or what the purpose is. At some point you just have to decide that it doesn’t matter, and you commit anyways.

I have committed to the Well, no matter what happens and no matter what it looks like, whether or not I agree with everything and whether I have a key role or not. I have chosen to be here, and I have chosen to commit myself because I trust that God knows a lot more than I do. I don’t care how uncomfortable I get, or how awkward. I don’t care what disagreements happen, or whether I feel like I am contributing. There is a bigger purpose and a bigger plan than me. That is true in friendships, and that is true here. What is more important? What is the bigger picture? 

I feel like God is taking us down to that point of making a choice. You might not understand what’s going on, you might not get where someone is coming from or why they are making the decisions they are making…. So what? It’s not your prerogative to understand. Part of covenant is realizing that you won’t get everything about someone else, that you won’t be on the same page, that the way someone approaches something is the exact opposite of what makes sense to you; and you choose to honor them anyways! Can we recognize what matters, reach the realization that we’re family, and choose someone’s else’s needs over our own? 

Commitment isn’t about knowing all the options, possible outcomes, and pros and cons and then making a reasoned choice. It’s about choosing blindly to trust in something outside of your own ability to comprehend. It’s about letting go of your own limited intellect and letting someone else have control. God is a lot more capable than you or I in any given situation. It’s uncomfortable and it’s scary, but if you want to grow and receive all that God has for you, you’re gonna have to get over it. God rewards risk. Risk results in growth. Without risk and the fear and uncomfortableness that come up when we no longer have control, God is never put in a position to show us who he is. We stay content in our little firmly enclosed boxes, only stretching ourselves on our terms and when it makes us comfortable. If growth is only on your terms, than it probably isn’t growth at all. 

Love isn’t about you. 1 Corinthians 13 describes love as “not self seeking.” So in the relationship, what are you looking to? I’ve been learning that the definition of love is to honor where the other person is at, to respect their boundaries even if they aren’t the same as mine. To choose what the other person needs over what I need. To go at a slower pace because the other person needs to. To stay at a shallower place because someone I love needs to. Love is about picking someone else’s comfort over your own. Philippians 2:3+4 says it like this: “Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.” And within the Well, I want that to be something we excel at. I want to be known for the fact that we love well, that we love selflessly. If we can all put ourselves in the position of lifting up the people around us, of being what someone else needs over what we need… we will cultivate a community and atmosphere of safety, growth and covenant.
                                                                        - Leah Level
  

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Dwelling in the Land of Encounter

(NKJV) Matthew 5:6 Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, For they shall be filled.

Another word you could use here for filled is encounter.

God is in the business of encountering people if you haven't realized that you should probably try reading the Bible some time.
Over and over the Bible tells of ordinary people with ordinary lives who had an encounter with God (usually more than one) and were transformed into heroes!

Encounters and revelation from God can't be earned but are pure gift from God .Grace empowers  us to live at another level and in return we have a greater impact on the world around us.

Increase comes through encounter!

Being poor in spirit is a magnet for encounter.

When you are poor in spirit you become hungry in Spirit. If your hunger is paired with a promise from God than you begin to feed on His Faithfulness. If you feed and you taste and see that He is good you will continue to feed. When you continue to feed you will get Filled! Boom Encounter! Ps. 37:3

If you have a realization of need  but for you it doesn't result in an increased hunger for God than it's unbelief not poor in spirit. It's realizing the need without believing that God will encounter you.

 If you feed and grow weary and quit it's unbelief that you will get filled, or unbelief in His Goodness.

Remember: (NKJV) Hebrews 6:12 that you do not become sluggish, but imitate those who through faith and patience inherit the promises.

Another  enemy to encounter is lowering the standard God set to something that you can obtain without God showing up. Chore check list Christianity! No supernatural intervention needed here just some good old fashion human will power to do a couple good deeds so the big man upstairs doesn't get cranky.

Yuck!!

This is so wrong because it is actually a set up to avoid encounter and is the sin of substitution. This behavior is also rooted in unbelief in that the individual doesn't believe that God wants to encounter them or that they don't believe an encounter with God is really necessary.

So if you have fallen into these traps and want out there is great news for you! You are not disqualified by your past! If there is breath left in your lungs God is ready to give you a fresh start! He's in a good mood and the Kingdom
Of God is at hand, so reach up and lay hold of your encounter!

Peace In, I'm out!
                                                     
- Tyler Worley